I Run.

I run to lose,
I run to gain.
I run to be alone,
I run to be with others.
I run to think about everything,
I run to put the past behind.
I run to be fierce,
I run to be in shape.
I run for sanity,
I run for happiness.
I run to be limitless,
I run to push myself.
I run to get faster,
I run to be stronger.
I run to explore new places,
I run to be outside.

I run to sweat,

I run for the shower after.
I run to ease my mind,
I run to leave thoughts behind.
I run to compete with others,
I run to test myself.
I run to get away,
I run to clear my head.
I run for that late night desert,
I run to be healthy.
I run to break in new shoes,
I run to wear out the old ones.
I run to feel the pain,
I run to feel the numbness.
I run to reach more distances,
I run to set new goals.
I run to embrace the silence,
I run to listen.
I run to feel alive,
I run because I can.

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Upstream Without A Paddle.

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I am sitting here at work, trying to get in a little blog time. I consider my blog time as like some who take smoke breaks. This is my smoke break, welcome to the smoking room. Anyways, I am want to inform you all that this is my only way of communication internet wise. Yes, I still don't own a smart phone, but I don't really mind. A phone is for calling and texting and that is it...right? Okay great. Also, I practically killed my computer last night. I pretty much just curled up in the fetal position and cried myself to sleep. I am hopefully getting it fixed today, so wish me luck! Should I cross my fingers? I never can decide if I find that to be helpfully lucky or not.

Transitioning From Kentucky To Home.

So, I know I have been gone for practically half a month. With my life completely flipped upside down, blogging was not first on my list to worry about. I shall share with you over the next couple of posts of what I have been up to. As for this post, I am going to briefly discuss my second year of college. Boy, I can't believe it has already flown by...

This was the first year I played soccer at this school (since I transferred). I love my team, I love my girls. We are practically one big family. I am so happy that I have had the opportunity to meet these lovely ladies. They have changed my life forever.

 I love this girl right here. She is my partner in crime, my other half, my best friend, my future roommate. She cracks me up and we swear that we were sisters separated at birth; we understand each other. She is a wonderful person that is full of laughs and has a huge heart. If I ever need anything, she is the one I go to. I couldn't imagine this year without her.

These two beautiful girls are my two Bests that I am always babbling about here on this blog. My apologizes for the blurriness. They are my rock, my sanity, and are the ones that pull me back up. I don't know where I would be without them. We have had too many laughs and memories. Even though we are miles away, we can always come back together. I love these two and I am so lucky to have friends like them.

These last two pictures are of my best gal pals down in Kentucky. I love them more than words can justify. We are always together. They have helped me grow so much since being away in college and have made the transfer a breeze. They have become life long friends.

I have always believed that Sophomore is the worst year because, you are not longer a freshman and you are not really and upperclassman where you actually have your shit together (okay no one has their shit together). You are just kind of stuck. This year, however, has helped me grow as a person. I wouldn't take back this year for anything. I am going to miss being home away from these great people I have met and those that have become friends. Junior year has a lot to live up to.

Mmmm...Cookie Cakes!

So, I was going to get on here and complain about poor professors. Actually, I would not even consider them professors. I will just stop there and bite my tongue. Boy, am I a competitive, hothead when it comes to sports most things.

Instead, I am just going to say that I have one week of classes left. I CAN DO THIS! I can't believe that my sophomore year is coming to an end. I will do a full recap post once I edit all of the pictures. This is all too surreal. It is all too bittersweet. I love my school and the friends I have made, especially this year. I can't wait to go home and be with friends and family, but I will defiantly miss my life down here. I have met so many great people and have made friends that will last a lifetime. Even though this wasn't my first pick in school, and probably never will be, I am so happy that I am here. It's funny to think where life takes us.

Oh, by the way, I love cookie cake.

Hello Thursday, Welcome Back!

I couldn't tell you the last Awkward & Awesome Thursday I posted. Actually, thinking about it, Thursday is a pretty awkward day all together. It kind of makes me mad...bring on the weekend already! Also, I just wanted to throw this out there in the open, but I only have one full week of school left. HOLY COW! I have only one week left, in other words, I am half way through my college career. Damn, it's been a good two years. I will save all the other mushy-ness for another post. I am too happy right now to be writing about sad stuff.

Awkward:

Cleaning out your room and realizing how empty it is with no photos on the walls.

Laundromats. Need I say more?

Having someone come up to you saying.."You were THAT girl from that party last year. I remember you!"..Oh great, I was that girl, once again.

When people tell you that your accent sounded very Kentucky just then. I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE! I refuse to get this Hey Ya'll, Kentucky accent.

Asking to help paint some stuff for a friends wedding..but not getting an invite. Some friend.

When people are over and Christmas songs keep playing back to back. (Sorry, I am not sorry. I love Christmas).

How I secretly love Kentucky.

Realizing one of the Best's not going to be home for the summer.

Being one of 10 Indiana University fans on a campus in a state of all University of Kentucky fans.

How hard I laugh, by myself, in my room, and my roommates come in and ask if I am okay. "Oh yea, no big deal I am just reading a blog."

When people are 20, going on 30 and ask me what my plans are for jobs and the future, "Uh, I am 20 and I wanna have fun and I have no clue where I am going in life", is how I always reply. I like it like that.

Awesome:

The weather today. It's absolutely stunning.

Getting lost in my work and loving the finishing outcome.

Dancing. It automatically puts me in a chipper mood.

Receiving those 3 words in a text from coach saying, "Practice is canceled." Hell ya!

Making Wednesday the new Saturday night. Who needs the weekends anyways?

Realizing you don't care about the rest of the semester. C's and D's get degrees, right?

Summer. With my best friend.

Kids coloring books.

Listening to new artist that sooth the soul.

My wonderful boyfriend. He know just what to say to turn my whole day around.

Being approved to live off campus next year. This is a HUGE deal to me!

Describe Your Perfect Date.

This is just the thing to describe the weather right now! Also, what are the odds that it is April, 25th? Damn you Cheryl Frasier, on all of your accounts of failure to answer the question intelligently, you have stated a wonderful description for today. If I was ever in a pageant, I would want to be exactly like Gracie Lou Freebush. I love this movie, maybe I will go watch it. Have an amazing day loves!