I guess now would be an appropriate time to fill you in on
my life. College life makes me such a bad blogger. Oops.
In a nutshell, I have been just living the life. Soccer
finally came to a close, which I am not mad about. I actually have a taste of
free time now. I started working regularly again; goodness I am so happy to be
working. I have always been one of those odd people who likes to stay busy and
work. Weird I know.
This past semester has taught me a lot about myself. I like
the fact I am figuring out my place and meaning in this world. It’s a content
feeling. Here is what I have discovered so far –
One. I am a pretty moody person and little things irritate
me that probably shouldn’t. On the contrary, I am easily satisfied. It doesn’t
take a whole lot to make me happy. I like being happy. Most importantly I can
make myself happy. I have always considered myself a pretty independent girl,
but it wasn’t until these past couple of months that I realized how independent
I actually am. I don’t need anyone to be happy; a person does not define
happiness. You, yourself, create your own definition of bliss.
Two. My family and friends are my biggest support system.
Without them I would not be where I am today. Not until recently have I truly understood
how much these people mean to me. I have found out who my friends are. When I
was younger I loved being friends with everyone. Now, I have my friends, a
select few, and that’s enough for me. My parents go above and beyond for me and
their words of wisdom keep me pushing. My brothers and I have grown closer than
ever, especially the relationship with my oldest brother. He is my best friend.
My family always knew I had a curious soul that wanted to explore everything
the world has to offer. I never thought I would be one to get homesick, but I
find myself missing home more and more as the days go by. I think I realized
that I am growing up and sooner than later; I will have my own place to call
home. Until then, let me be homesick, stock up on toilet paper, have my mom do
my laundry for every visit home.
Three. I have had a hell of a life. These past few years
have been some of the best years of my life and I have made great memories.
There is not one regret.
Four. I truly have no idea what I want to do with my life. After
college, I don’t know what I want to do or where to go. This terrifies me.
Five. I have a wall a mile high that I force people to crawl
over. For those that have endured the challenge, they found how big my heart
is. Those people, I would do anything for.
Six. I hate doing dishes. And bills.
